So yeah.

It's been a while since I've last wrote one of these. I guess I only write
these if I need to vent or tell strangers what is wrong. It makes me feel
a lot better after.

Life has been rough for me. A while ago, I found out my cousin, Sean, has an uncurable cancer. It's rare also. He almost died yesterday so I'm scared for him. I balled out crying earlier while I was writing something. It wasn't even related to disease over anything. I just started crying out of no where.

Also, I've been realizing I've been drifting away a bit from my friends or them from me. I don't know any more. Christmas had suck because I was preoccupied with these thoughts. I just got to hope nothing bad happens. I think I'll lose it if something does.


Thanks for listening.
Lauren.